Sekilas Iseng

halo haloo. selamat bersenang-senang.. saya kembali lagi untuk anda, dalam lembaran post yang insya Allah bisa menghibur kita semua :D

seneng juga ternyata kalau ada yang memuji hasil karya kita. perlu kalian ketahui, gua nulis blog ini gak sembarangan lho. sesuai fakta dan niat tentunya. pokoknya gue seneng banget sama kalian-kalian yang udah mau menghargai tulisan gue. emang gak gampang merintis jadi penulis. apalagi sialnya kalo lagi buntu ide. sampe sekarang aja gue masih bingung kelanjutan cerpen gue seperti apa :'(

sayang sekali kawan, maaafkan saya, saya hanya seorang pemula yang berlumur dosa. oke ini memang lebay. mudah-mudahan kalian bisa memaklumi yaa.

beberapa hari yang lalu gua memposting mengenai anak-anak sepuluh dua. dan ternyata temen-temen gue apda ngakak bacanya *mereka sendiri loh yang bilang, entah bener apa enggak-_-* dan gue cukup bersyukur (lagi).
oke sekian dulu cuap-cuapnya, cuma lagi pengen ngetik aja. hehehe bubaaaay

Member of Xtudent

Holaa. bertemu lagi dengan saya, gadis pecinta cokelat dan kepepet oleh status single.. ekhm.
Sesi kali ini, gue mau bahas satu persatu warga sepuluh dua, alias kelas gue yang kece mampus. yuk capcuuuss..

1. Ade Kurniawan: Unyu-unyu gembul gitu deh. kayaknya sih baik orangnya (kayaknya ya, gua juga gatau) pokoknya hati-hati aja deh kalo jalan deket ade, gue pernah kesenggol lho. eh keseleo ga ada obat. canda -_-v

2. Ahmad Abraham: Ini dia jagoan X2. bisa ngeluarin jurus seribu bayangan! abam ini addict banget sama naruto dan animasi-animasi yang sejenis lainnya. abam ini baik lho sama semua cewek. itu sih dia yang bilang sendiri. jangan-jangan sama cowok malah genit yah..

3. Ahmad Elang: Dari luar pendiem, tapi kalo ngomong... gak jelas, menurut gue. tapi kalo buat adu argumen boleh juga. pinter, lumayan. dapet gelar "Seksi Sekali" di X2, dan itu jelas tertampang di papan absensi kelas. gue gak ngerti kenapa elang bisa dibilang seksi. mungkin karena dia semok.. entahlah.

4. Alfiona Anastasya: Gue suka banget sama mukanya ona, unyu banget. apalagi sekarang dia potong rambut. oalaa the best unyu deh. berbehel, anak padus, dan punya kembaran bernama ola.

5. Alisya Febianthi: Berbehel juga. anaknya kurus -_-v tapi kalo ngomong rada bawel gitu. hmm baik juga kok. pokoknya alisya ga macem-macem deh anaknya.

6. Amelia Dhiastriyanti: Imut, berambut panjang dan staylish rambut X2. anaknya juga lucu. sayang gak berbehel.

7. Andrevisinky Tizyacov: Duh rempong nih namanya -_- andre anaknya juga kecil. suaranya haluuusss... tapi gitu-gitu dia makhluk kasar. yakalii makhluk halus. saking pelannya andre kalo ngomong, bisa diibaratkan: sekenceng-kencengnya andre ngomong, sepelan-pelannya gue ngomong.

8. Anggie Novianty: Cecan, lumayan. tinggi, lumayan. bawel, bak, seruu.

9. Anisa Fitriani: Dia mah temen SMP gue -_- tukang ngajak ke kantin, kalo ngambek disogoknya pake makanan, lagi belajar makan, dikit-dikit makan, apa juga makan dia mah. et, tapi jangan salah. mtknya jago bos, juara kelas pula waktu kenaikan semester kemarin. congrats!

10. Ari Trifanli: Cowok berwajah oriental ini jailnya dewa banget. tukang ngelawak pula. baik, kadang-kadang. dia turunan cina asli lho.. yang jelas, ari itu anaknya KRITIS.

11. Arinda Puspita Rini: Temen sekelas gue nih pas kelas sembilan. cecan, tinggi, baik pula. pinter juga. bendahara kelas kita lho.

12. Ayu Santika: Hijabers yang satu ini sesuai sama namanya, ayuu buuk. ketua kelompok mentoring gue. alim banget deh.

13. Boby: Jayus. anak OSIS, yakin? selanjutnya no comment ah.

14. Clarissa Febri: Bu bendahara kita nih. kalo udah nagihin uang kas keliatan ganasnya. mukanya rada jutek, tapi anaknya lucu kok.

15. Debby Gusti: no comment.

16. Denny Kurniawan: Cowok berbehel yang katanya tajir. udah itu aja.

17. Fathul Hudoyo: Aaaauuu aah

18. Ghuzat Aditya: dari luar muka alim, tapi kalo udah kenal.. mane lim?

19. Hatfan Fadillah: pak RT banget deh!

20. Ibnu Said: Gak ngerti, sekarang poninya makin eksotis aja.

21. Ira Mustika: Bawel, Caper, tapi baik kok.

22. Ira Ramadhani: baaaiiikkkkkkk.

23. Irvan Hasiholan: lawak deh pokoknya. selebihnya tanya teman-teman terdekatnya.

24. Isaac Noer: Isaac Newton abad 21. sayangnya terjadi kontaminasi di otaknya. jadi timbul perbedaan yang sangat sinkron dengan isaac noer dengan isaac newton yang sebenarnya.

25. Jabbar Kusuma: Ahli politik. mantaps!

26. Maulidia Putri:  Di kelas gak jauh-jauh dari BB dan Ipod. baik, seru.

27. Mega Wijaya: Tempat peminjaman komik yang sangat efisien dan sabar tentunya.

28. Muhammad Hasan Itqoni: GOKIL!

29. Muhammad Rizki: Lawak deh.

30. Naifadiniaulia: Berbehel, cantik, dan lucu imut amit. hehe canda nai ;)

31. Nisa Melliana: Beloo wkwk. seru, baik, teman setia untuk diajak ke toilet. thanks a lot!

32. Olanda Valdos: satu kata: ONAR.

33. Putri Adinda: Alim, baik, seru.

34. Ratna Nur Hayati: Baaaiikk, pinteer, tapi kecil.

35. Ratri Ayunda: Berbehel.. duh Banyak banget ya anak yang berbehel di X2. ntar gue ikutan deh. ratri ini heboh kalo udah rempong, dan tega banget sama anak kucing.

36. Ryandita Karina: fans XOIX. baik dan seru juga.

37. Salsabila Putri: Korea addict. glasses. berkuku panjang...

38. Salsabila Rizkya: jago basket, bahasa inggris was-wes-wos, childish, pinter, lucu.. yang jelas sebangku sama guee.

39. Sheila: Singkat padat jelas. anaknya netraaall..

40. Serly Abdilla: berkaamata. baik, seru, pendiem..

41. Syahidatul Zahroh: Haloo ini gue! gue cantik, manis, imut, unyu, pinter.. gak salah kan muji diri sendiri. gue ini penulisnya :p pokoknya zahroh anaknya seru deeeeh.. buruan temenan sama gue!

42. Hirzan Fairuz: Duh maaf banget ya harusnya ojan ini bukan absen terakhir, gue kelupaan nulis nama dia -_-v ojan polos dan baik. kalo diliat dari luar ya...

Udah. segitu aja dulu. udah ngantuuuk. byeeeeeeeeeeee

A Thousand Years-Cristina Perri

Heartbeats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I'm afraid to fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Time stands still
Beauty in all she is
I will be brave
I will not let anything take away
What's standing in front of me
Every breath
Every hour has come to this
One step closer
I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

One step closer
One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don't be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I love you for a thousand more

Runaway Baby-Bruno Mars

Ah yes, well, look at here, look at here
Ah, what do we have, another pretty thang ready for me to grab
But little does she know that I'm a wolf in sheep's clothing
'Cause at the end of the night, it is her I'll be holding

I love you so, that's what you'll say
You'll tell me, baby, baby, please don't go away
But when I play, I never stay
So every girl that I meet here, this is what I say

Run, run, run away, run away, baby, before I put my spell on you
You better get, get, get away, get away, darling
'Cause everything you heard is true
Your poor little heart will end up alone

'Cause Lord knows I'm a rolling stone
So you better run, run, runaway, run away, baby

Ah yeah, well, let me think, let me think, ah, what should I do
So many eager young bunnys that I'd like to pursue
Now even now they eating out the palm of my hand
There's only one carrot and they all gotta share it

I love you so, that's what you'll say
You'll tell me, baby, baby, please don't go away
But when I play, I never stay
So every girl that I meet here, this is what I say

Run, run, run away, run away, baby, before I put my spell on you
You better get, get, get away, get away, darling
'Cause everything you heard is true
Your poor little heart will end up alone

'Cause Lord knows I'm a rolling stone
So you better run, run, runaway, run away, baby

See I ain't try to hurt you, baby
No, no, no, I just wanna work you, baby, yup, yup
See I ain't try to hurt you, baby
No, no, no, I just wanna work you, baby

If you scared you better run, you better run, you better run
You better, you better, you better

Run, run, run away, run away, baby, before I put my spell on you
You better get, get, get away, get away, darling
'Cause everything you heard is true
Your poor little heart will end up alone

'Cause Lord knows I'm a rolling stone
So you better run, run, run away, run away, baby

Just The Way You Are-Bruno Mars

Oh, her eyes, her eyes make the stars look like they're not shinin'
Her hair, her hair falls perfectly without her tryin'
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday

Yeah, I know, I know when I compliment her, she won't believe me
And it's so, it's so sad to think that she don't see what I see
But every time she asks me do I look okay?
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
'Cause girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips, I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh her laugh, she hates but I think it's so sexy
She's so beautiful
And I tell her everyday

Oh, you know, you know, you know I'd never ask you to change
If perfect's what you're searching for, then just stay the same
So don't even bother asking if you look okay
You know I'll say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are

And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
'Cause girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are
The way you are
The way you are
Girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are
When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
'Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
'Cause girl, you're amazing
Just the way you are, yeah

Grenade-Bruno Mars

Easy come, easy go, that's just how you live

Oh, take, take, take it all but you never give

Should've known you was trouble from the first kiss

Had your eyes wide open, why were they open?

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, you did

To give me all your love is all I ever asked

'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya

I'd jump in front of a train for ya

You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for you, baby

But you won't do the same

No, no, no, no

Black, black, black and blue, beat me 'til I'm numb

Tell the devil I said, hey, when you get back to where you're from

Mad women, bad women, that's just what you are, yeah

You'll smile in my face then rip the brakes out my car

Gave you all I had and you tossed it in the trash

You tossed it in the trash, yes, you did

To give me all your love is all I ever asked

'Cause what you don't understand is

I'd catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya

I'd jump in front of a train for ya

You know I'd do anything for ya

I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for ya, baby

But you won't do the same

If my body was on fire Ooh, you'd watch me burn down in flames

You said you loved me, you're a liar 'Cause you never, ever, ever did, baby
But darling, I'd still catch a grenade for ya

Throw my hand on a blade for ya

I'd jump in front of a train for ya

You know I'd do anything for ya
I would go through all this pain

Take a bullet straight through my brain

Yes, I would die for you, baby

But you won't do the same
No, you won't do the same You wouldn't do the same Ooh, you never do the same No, no, no, no

Baru Sadar

Ternyata nyesek yang benar-benar nyesek itu saat posisi kita dianggap sebagai posisi orang lain. apalagi berkaitan dengan soal asmara. iya, gue remaja normal. suka-sukaan wajar. gue kan bukan tuna asmara. gue jomblo, tapi gak ngenes-ngenes amat tuh.

Gua sering kok ngerasa cemburu ngeliat orang yang gua suka deket sama orang lain. cuma jealous aja, seterusnya? biasa aja. naksir? iya kali. gua gak ngerti. gua cuma seneng aja kalo deket sama dia. seterusnya? masih biasa. gue temen, elo temen. ga ada apa-apa. iya kan?

Tapi bukan berarti gue gak berharap apa-apa. apa enaknya sih, jadi pengagum rahasia? seneng di belakang, nyesek juga di belakang. gak ada yang tau. gak ada yang peduli. gak ada yang bisa ngerti. yang bisa nyembuhin luka lo ya cuma lo sendiri. karena yang bikin luka lo itu ya emang diri lo sendiri.

Terus mesti gimana dong? ngasih kode ke dia biar peka? duh.. capek sekiranya kode moloo. mau frontal takut dibilang agresif. udahlah diem aja. capek, gak penting juga.

Lah, kalo gitu ngapain gue nulis postingan kayak gini? ya ini yang lagi gua rasain. gimana perasaan lo saat lo tau dia pernah naksir lo.. karena inget sosok mantannya. gak guna.
Dan sekarang, lo lagi suka sama cowok itu. tapi dia udah gak naksir lo lagi. dan.. dan.. *gak tega ngelanjutin*

Udah ah. ngantuk masa-_- GAK MAU MIKIRIN LO LAGI. BYE!

Aku bertanya

Aku hendak bertanya sesuatu. sebenarnya, jenis ujian seperti apakah yang terberat yang pernah dialami manusia? apa iya hanya sebatas kemampuannya? tapi mengapa banyak yang putus asa?

Aku ingin bertanya lagi. apa rasanya menjadi buliran air mengalir di permukaan cermin? tergelincir ringan, tanpa beban, berkilau bak kristal, dan menetes.. terhempas di aspal basah nan lembab. apa itu menyenangkan?

Aku masih ingin bertanya. apa rasanya menjadi matahari? sang pusat tata surya. lalu, dewi purnama di malam hari. mereka tak abadi bukan? tapi sosok mereka benar-benar mengagumkan.
Lalu, awan-awan berarak itu bagaimana? apa mereka juga kesulitan menjalankan tugasnya untuk menaungi makhluk bumi? apa mereka semua sama seperti kita? apa mereka pernah berputus asa?